I was very resistant to the idea of self-healing because I refuse to admit that I was the problem and the fact that I was sick and wounded. Not until one day I realized that I was in big trouble, and I couldn’t handle it anymore, I call Sabrina. I didn’t really want to or wasn’t ready for the wounded self, to really look at the root cause and heal. Sabrina was patient and gentle, guiding me to see it wasn’t all my faults; however, I need to begin to heal the wounds and all the changes will begin within. No one ever told me that I was sick, mentally, and emotionally, and the inner child has been sending SOS signals, but I never pay attention or care. Even during our healing sessions, I am often time going around in circles emotionally. I was in so much pain to a point that I felt suffocated, so I called Sabrina to say goodbye. I was crying so hard on the phone, and she somehow pull me out of the hole. I don’t remember what happened. All I remembered is that the thoughts of killing myself were gone when I hung up the phone. Self-healing is not easy, and I am fortunate that my journey has Sabrina’s company. She custom blend a bottle of the flower remedies for me to use daily while I am working on myself, healing from inside out. I do feel better, and I am certain that Sabrina helps me to see that I need to begin to love myself and I am willing to learn how to do so. If you are unhappy or stuck in a negative emotional circle, consider talking with Sabrina because you may realize that everything could get better, and your wounded self can be loved and healed.
“Inner voice at night “ Sabrina’s sound healing
June 4, 2022 Cindy Hsiaoyune Shen
Music in general is the expression of human emotions 。 No matter how solemn and traditional classical music is, the melody contained with emotion which could be like a hymn, or even like a majestic and mighty marching band or maybe tender like a river flowing.
Sabrina's singing bowls performance (bronze bowls) to me is not about human feelings, and it is not about transcending people's feelings either. Her intention to me is to guide the listeners back to their forgotten home. I.e. it ntegrate and reunify with ones source (our inner self).
Soaking in the reverberation of the seven bronze bowls in the late night , we relaxed and fell asleep, entering a deep purification and healing of our subconscious state. Each bronze bowl produces a musical note corresponding to a chakra, one of the seven energy fields of our body. Even when she sometimes cued the same scale, the gentleness of the beat, the speed , and the flow were different resulting in circumstances which made the sound of that moment unique.
During the session, Sabrina had to maintain a certain level of awareness while simultaneously paying attention to the listener's condition and the clock. While she enters into a meditative state, her resonance and connection with everyone can be felt via the warm smile she exudes from her whole body after the singing bowl performance was complete .
In addition to her formal sound healing training ， she introduced bells as well as the sounds of ocean waves. This brought her creativity to a newer and deeper level. Her love allowed us to fulfill our heartfelt desire longing for reconnecting with our cosmic innermost voice (the self, the home of all beings.)
